Hiya everyone.
So sorry to have been gone so long this time. Been crazy and I'm back and gonna try my best to post weekly with my own weight somewhere here even tho I'm not in the challenge. Just sort of a motivator to tell someone, esp. if I am down.
How are you all doing? Hope things are going well for each of you.

I like the title of this thread. Cute!!
Get this. My dad has health problems partly bc he is sorta heavy too. I had told him that if I was in a competition for money or something big I would win or come close to it. LOL. And that it would help me stay motivated even when I am at a plateau and it seems nothing matters anyway. He offered me incentives that sound great and I was glad for them.
He asked what my first goal and second goal are. (He is worried about my health so is excited that this is putting a fire under me.) I told him so he said he'd give me $500.00 when I hit the first one of 177, 100 lbs down and another 1000 when I get to 150. Having kids makes it to where I would really feel guilty spending that kind of money on myself even tho I would be forced to by then.
So having the chance to spend money that was just given to me for clothes is a huge motivator for me. When I hit 194 last year I actually stopped and worried about losing more and not fitting in anything at all. And you all know my issues with becoming 'thin which I equate as weak and tiny and vulnerable'. He said keeping the weight on me provides me a false sense of security. I think he's right. Any woman can get hurt no matter the size if u happen to be there when a bad guy is around. I tell myself when I'm smaller I can take kickboxing also and have the energy to fight the people off! So I'm coming to terms with that.
There is no limit on my goals. But I expect to be there around March 1 next year or before. I can't wait. I weighed 150 in middle school. Sadly enough. Uggh. Glad that's over. LOL.
So here goes...

Been working out with Jillian on On Demand exercise channel. Those squats are hard after a while but I think they'll help my lower body. I want to get her book. Anyone read it?
Well, big hugssss, Selina
Thanks for letting me be excited with you all again. It's nice to think about something positive again for a change.