I am trying desperately to get back on track here. Amazing how a little illness and stress can send me down the wrong path.
The denial was finally broken when I put on my (formerly) baggy fishing jeans the other night and had to suck in my gut to button them. They are still baggy in the butt and legs but tight over my bulging belly.
I guess it isn't a good jeans week for the goldens!
So, this morning I got up with the sun and did an hour of walkitout. For me, it seems that exercise drives the whole thing. I eat less and move more when I get that workout done. As I sit here typing and eating my breakfast, I feel good. Why I forget this from time to time, I will never know.... I also have a 5k walk on Saturday. Better get my fat you know what moving! My 65 year old aunt is doing it with me again this year and she could walk any of us into the ground! I don't want her to have to slow down for me.

BTW.... My ticker is a liar! I refuse to move it - using it as motivation to get back

Gayle, as you can see from my post, you are not alone....

Karenfl, I think you should invite the bankers and insurance guys to the swamps for some Florida fun. Perhaps they would get it then.

Rosey, I hope you are feeling better and that the guys are home safe. Sorry they didn't get a moose. Is that a one-shot deal or can they try again this year?
Dee, I am so sorry about your parents. There is some comfort in the fact that they are at least happy in their world for the most part. I hope you are able to rest your shoulder. LOL on the wino comment. I was planning my basic menus last night and decided that I need to save calories for my wine....
Life is short, right?Donna, your "lather the lard" comment cracks me up every time.
Isabella? Where are you?
Bobbi, my youngest ds and his family will be moving here soon. They are so excited at the prospect of raising their large garden and canning and preserving food. I look forward to it as a family activity - like my own childhood. I am with Donna in hoping for good thoughts and good offers for you.
Carbie, I sure like your name. You remind me that I have so many projects around this house that need to be done. I need to make a list and start chipping away at them. Scrubbing down my kitchen cabinets is definitely on the list. Eww. My ds does the housekeeping as his rent and my house is starting to look like a MAN is cleaning, if you know what I mean

CarolSue, sorry about your sister.
Freda, what's up? How are you?
CaddyKaren, have a safe trip home. Did you have a good visit?
Cajun, I am confused, are your "camps" kind of like cabins that you go to every weekend?
Ginger, you are doing so great.
An inspiration!Well, off to face the day!
Rie

this is me cuz the suns shining today. rosey 

I laughed about your nursing home story. Animals never lose the desire for sex, I have never been sure why we think that humans do as we age. My dad has developed a fondness for going without clothes in the privacy of his home
Your ds doesn't think in the same way that you do.