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Sounds like you have had a lot to battle with weight and life. Have you tried walking at a fast pace, or even walking with handweights? That works for me in helping to keep those extra pounds off. How about dancing? You can just turn up the music in the house and dance while your cleaning. If you like country music, line dancing can be fun and helps battle the extra pounds. Just a few ideas to help you breathe deeper, increase the heart rate, and getting that metabolism going again. How do you rediscover that initial spark? I think it is different for every person. A good place to start though is to do it for someone very special, someone who is very important, and who will benefit from you efforts more than anyone else. That person is you, and you deserve to treat that person with the best care that you can. Afterall, the results will be well worth it. We know you can do it. We want to see you become the best that you can be.
Corinna T, I've been long away from this board but thank you for continuing this thread and your warm welcome. While I'm still struggling with the 25-35 pounds, it comforts me to know that there are so many others in the same position AND willing to be support for others.
To answer your question, while I haven't been all that successful in dropping pounds, in January I started heavy lifting to increase the muscles around my knees. I do fast walk and run/walk intervals are part of my exercise routine as well. But you know what, exercise or really hasn't been the issue. What it comes down to is my diet. When I really think about what made me successful initially, it was portion control, avoiding a lot of sugar and refined carbohydrates, drinking my water, AND exercising. Everything worked together. A lot of discipline. Once I started to cut corners the weight came back on. So now I'm at it again and I'm on this board again and so happy to be here. I refuse to look back unless it is to learn and self-reflect. No more "if I had only..." or "what ifs..."