well ladies; i will move on to more active forms! goodluck!

Just had a day of indulgence today. I had chili cheese fries, a chicken sandwhich, huge donut, 2 cheeseburgers, a sm.fry and a lot of diet coke lime. Im still at 148/149. Im staying at 1000 calories tommorrow. I need to push myself.

I've had a particularly rough couple of weeks, but am trying to push through it. It feels like whenever I hit a wall, all I wanna do is eat pizza. Which I totally did this weekend......

Lakilaulea- sometimes pizza isnt bad. How many slices are you eating?

LOL Slices??? I eat them by the PIES. I had a whole pizza on Saturday for lunch. Checked the calories---1350. Didn't bother looking at fat content. I knew I was already done. I had a moment of weakness!!! I've been doing great since then, food wise. This weekend showed me that I still cannot be trusted to walk past the frozen pizza aisle. When I get to that section, I just gotta keep it moving.

Lol some reason how you just wrote your post made me laugh. At least you know your weakness. Im not gonna lie, oven pizzas are soooo good.

Wanted to check back in. Its about 8:40pm and I still havent ate yet. Its weird, I thought Id be hungry by now. Ima just put on my workout clothes and make something small for myself, let it cool, shower, eat and then its bed for me.
What does everyone usually wear to the gym? I usually wear black workout pants and a yellow sleeveless top.

Does anyone have any "goal weight workout" clothes?
I do. Me and my sister were talking and when I'm in the 120-130 pound range I plan to buy little black shorts to workout in and a womens white beater tank top, clean white socks, new clean sneakers(I might post some pics of some sneakers I like later) and a workout armband(ones that keep track of calories burned, distance ran etc).

Well, I didn't work out last night. But it was because I had a Dr. appointment and knew I'd be physically out of commission afterward, so that was kind of a planned rest day for me. I did pretty good food-wise.

BUT.

A couple months ago, I was being hounded by kids coming to my door trying to sell me crap like magazine subscriptions and what not. And I remember one night two girls came by and showed me a catalog full of different cookies and brownies and told me they were selling goodies for their school. And you know.... I can't turn down the chance to help a kid out so I ordered some double chocolate cookies. Well, they said they only took cash and didn't have change, so I gave them $15 and they took off. And I was like, Um, aren't you gonna write my order down or give me a receipt or something?? And they just kinda skirted the question. Well, when do I get my cookies?? And they said something like in a couple weeks. And then they left. And I stood in my doorway thinking I just got swindled by two little girls, but I wasn't about to chase after them 'cause they looked like they could take me. So I chalked it up to a $15 loss and totally forgot about it. Last night when I came home, I found a box of the cookie dough waiting at my door. It's a lot, y'all. A lot. And I'm totally gonna bake some this weekend. But I checked the calorie count, and I figure (and this might be fat me convincing myself of this) that they're only 100 calories a cookie, so if I only bake a few at a time and maybe have two a week, I won't hurt my calorie count too bad. Is that a bad idea?? I'd hate to waste this cookie dough, and I'd REALLY hate to give it away....

What a story! Do you think the girls left the cookie dough at your door?

I met a guy last nite in the gym. He is cute,muscles,dark skinned,seems smart. I gave him my number.

So, that's why you go to the gym! To meet handsome men! Ummmmmmmmmmm


Who said you can give your number out to him? He must pass the Fatness test!

Lol......

I have this problem also. Some claim thy are college students trying to help. But these mofo be looking dirty! Lol
They always say " we are trying to go on a trip" wtf.. I want to go on a trip also...

They never have what I want anyway..so I just speak Arabic to them and they leave me along for 1 month.

I am going to start researching them...

I told my husband I was going to make a sign and stand on the road and ask for money because these people; not all but some are not fooling me. I told one here is some fish I just got and he told me " I would like money instead of food" Pause ... I just drove off..

I was thinking pizza was bad for you. Diet wise. If its not ,I will put it on my dinner plate sometime next week. Because I miss pizza so much! Pizza and Philly chicken is what I miss the most!

Also, have you ladies seem the show called "600 Pound Mom" on TLC? It's very interesting.

energie - Yeah, the cookie was left by the girls, I'm assuming. I thought at first I was ordering an actual box of cookies and not the dough, but my neighbors got the same thing. Yay on meeting cute guys at the gym!! There's a few guys at mine that I catch myself staring at, but that's because my eyes are automatically always drawn to a bronze beefcake dude who's got shiny muscles after working out LOL

Fatness - LOL about the dirty looking kids! I didn't wanna say it at first, but yeah, those two girls looked like some real hoodrats! And they had attitude..... I saw the 600 Pound Mom... It was so sad..... Especially the ending. But because of that show they had a few more because of her. That guy they showed at the end of the show that was inspired by her to get some help had his own show and they also had one about two teenagers.. It's so unfortunate how some folks get to that point... I have several family members who are dangerously close to that. Some can barely stand anymore and it scares me that one day they won't be able to, and that's when it'll get really dangerous.

There's a brand of pizza from HH Traders I get at Harris Teeter that's not too bad. It's the personal size thin crust and each pizza is only 350 cal, so it's good for dinner if you're only eating that and some water, which is what I do if I'm running short on time/craving pizza. That pizza I had last weekend, though, that wasn't no personal size pizza. It was a regular ol' 10" pizza that came in at 1350 calories.

Ahahahaha fatness I love you . Lol. Girl he is cute. I will keep you updated on him and you can let me know what you think