Well - I went to the doctor Monday for a "fresh start" on my medication and health in general. Since Drew died I just haven't wanted to care about anything... and I finally decided that if I was going to have to keep waking up, I might as well feel my best while I'm here.
My A1C level was actually decent (probably because of roller derby, certainly not because of good eating!) at 6.4 - but he wants it under 5, so back on the Byetta shots twice a day.
My Cholestorol and Triglycerides were high - low fat diet with fish oil added to increase my good chol.
He told me he wants me on 1200 calories per day - meat, veggies, fruit and water only to drink. If I do any grain servings it's few and whole grain.
I got a return appointment for 4 weeks - and he said he wants me down 15 pounds in those 4 weeks. He told me that the first month is easiest (Duh, I've had more first months than I care to acknowledge!) and that it is an easily reachable goal for the first month. We shall see.
Then he said he'd have me in a size 8 in a year if I did what he said... HAHAHAHAHA!!! He obviously 1.) is a man. 2.) is NOT an OB/GYN. 3.) has never birthed a 10.3 pound child... you could SKIN these hips and they're never going back in a size 8.
I'm not hung up on the number on the scale really - although I do tend to get scale obsessed because I'm trying to see how much I lose, not because the number itself bothers me. I want to be below a size 14, regardless of what the number on the scale itself is. But I don't want to be a flabby 14, I want to tone up so I know that will make the weight higher because of muscle.
Either way - today is day three and I'm doing great! I don't know if I've lost anything but I know I already feel better. Less bloated and miserably full feeling all the time.
I hope everyone else is doing great. I don't check in here often because I have to post from work because it's just too much to try and do it on my phone! So I rarely get here - but I lurk frequently and I wish you all success
