but they only have it in Large.

I ordered some new pants and sweaters from Banana Republic yesterday. 6 in the pants and smalls in the sweaters. I have this terrible feeling that someone at the BR warehouse is thinking, wtf, why is that enormous girl ordering clothes in size small? We'll LOAO when she has to return it all... But I pulled my winter clothes from the basement yesterday and tried them all on. I think I might have lost more weight than I thought because I could have sworn I'm only a couple of pounds lighter (like 4-5) than I was this time last year. But all my old medium sweaters are swimming on me, which is a bummer. All the lovely merino and silk sweaters are expensive to replace...
Ahh clothes. It's a pest. It would be MUCH easier if I lived in a place with actual clothing stores. Facing at least a 2 hour round trip to go shopping (and that's just for TJ Maxx--8-10 hour round trip if I want regular mall stores) really makes shopping more difficult, especially when you're not certain about sizes.



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