Hmmm... I'm not a group, either, but I am a moderator, so I'll relate Tradition 5 to my experiences here.
I think (I HOPE!) that I'm supportive and welcoming to others here. But I know that I sometimes feel resentful because I'm not always getting enough support back.
That was a big admission for me, and I feel guilty for even thinking it.
When I'm cheering other people on, I know that it's doing nothing for me. That I'm still here, still fat, still binging. I DO want others to do well, and I'm so happy when they succeed.
I just feel like a real loser at times. I KNOW all the answers, and I'm offering what I believe is good advice. So why can't I apply that to my own life? And why do I need other people to cheer me on?
I think that I'm just so drained from a life of nurturing others (in particular, my mother), that I'm sometimes deplete of energy when it comes to helping others now. I wish that weren't so, and I do try to overcome it, and to pace myself.
Oh my god, Steph! What a can of worms you opened up for me!