Ladybug, turn that

upside down

you taken the first step and reached out for help. Good for you!
I too am in plus size for the first time in my life and doing ok with as I'm doing the OA program to the best of my ability today and know in God's time the weight will come off.
Do you have an OA meeting near you? If so that's the next step I would take is to attend as many as you can and if you decide you are one of us ask someone that has what you want to be your sponsor.
Welcome and would love to hear more from you.

patd