I know what you mean Bumps. I will be thinking of you tomorrow morning - although due to timezones I am pretty sure you will still be sleeping!
Weighing in is not easy - I did my first (I am doing fortnightly weigh-ins) on Monday and it was kind of terrifying just before I stepped on the scale. I can see the emotional and spiritual healing and I so want to see the physical healing, as part of me (all aspects of me) getting better. I did see physical healing on Monday and I went to my room and thanked God with all my heart.
Let us know how you are doing