Not sure if this is what I need, my story
Well I am 24, and my whole life I have been in love with food..I used to hide food in my room when I was a kid, I was never over weight until recently,I went from 148 to 168 in 3 months. I broke my leg when I joined the Army and was really depressed while I was atuck on Fort Jackson, I would do great all day and then someone or something would just bug me and I would eat enough crap to equal four days worth, we were only allowed to eat three meals a day no snacks in between so I would just eat as much as a could at that time. the last couple of years I have wanted to lose a littke weight, well more then that I wanted to not feel so hungry all the time, Its like no matter what I do I am hungry even if I feel like I am going to puke I am hungry. my husband is always questioning me about what I am eating, and he asks do you really need that, but then we travel and he buys me food, I just want to be able to say no I do not need this food. I have healthy options in my house, but I cant say no to flur sugar, basically anything with a gagillion carbs. Im not sure if I have found the right place, there are no meetings where I live, so I am goign to try an online meeting at noon....sorry to vent, I just ont know what to do anymore...Thank you
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