Thank you all! It feels so nice to have others who understand what I am going through. My family doesn't really get it. I just returned from the Goodwill to take my little ones school shopping (yes, we are that low budget!!!) and to my surprise I bought 2 pairs of size 12 jeans!!! OK so they are the relaxed fit type but who cares, they fit!!! Those skinny little 10's and 7's I saved for the last 9 years are in sight, but probably not until I'm under 145 or so. But its a goal within reach now.
lilybelle- I hear you about the high school size!! I am almost 42 and have had 4 kids, not sure my high school figure can ever be found again, LOL
WE CAN DO THIS!!!


!! I'm hoping to be joining you in the "overweight" category very soon.. have to reach 185
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