You make it sound so easy! And it is fairly easy once you're started. But on the other hand few people can change their habits and stick to it. So what you've done already is pretty special. Excellent work. I like your strength/size targets plans for 2019. I think you should spend more time thinking about what's different this time compared with all your other times, then bottle it and sell it!! For me I think the difference was better information on diet (specifically making sure that I have less carbs and more good fats and protein in my daily calorie allowance, which means i'm not hungry even though calories are fairly low, and ironically doing no exercise has helped me because again, meant I wasn't too hungry)
You might find the same 'ease' with the weights training when you get in to it. From Jan-June this year I had zero interest in exercising (ok I was injured and couldn't anyway), but now I've started going to the gym every day and I really love it. It's the highlight of the day and I stride back home afterwards along the pavement feeling fit and strong! I'm not going hard particularly or have lofty ambitions, i'm just enjoying being entertained with someone giving me instructions for an hour! The same with dieting really, perhaps it's about finding the right timing for your head to get in to it, and then you're off with a new lifestyle change! It's all good fun, and such a different mindset to before I started when I was feeling unhappy about my weight and health ALL THE TIME.





