I did decide to go back, and I am thankful for it. I went in today actually and got signed up again. It was nice to see new faces and have a fresh start. I asked them to disregard my previous charts and let me start on a clean slate. This is my final course of action- and I am going to keep up with MRC and keep the lbs off. I moved about 6 mos ago and now I'm going to a different location, I like the fresh start feeling. I am going to take what I learned before and combine what I am going to learn and really succeed. I already feel like this is it. I know it is a long road ahead, but I am ready for the hard hike uphill. I feel like I can do this. I am going to make certain to try the recipes and be creative. That is how I think I started to lose my motivation. I got bored and lazy. I see you've lost about 30 pounds, way to go!

Keep up the hard work, I really look forward to talking with you again. We can do this!