Time to become a foodie instead ! No where is it written that you can't eat like a king and maintain a healthy fulfilling relationship with said food, mind and body, embrace your love for food but eat only the very best life has to offer, forsake the garbage that is shovelled at us from big industry.
Oh yeah count calories like a

too.
Start at the absolute bottom, strip away the vestiges of all negativity and plant the roots of this life you want/ need/ desire. Make it happen man.