So.....9.9lbs lost in my first week....And while I've been told repeatedly that it's safe and what not from my health coach. That's not why I feel weird. Since trying to lose weight since the age of 12, I've always been under the impression that it's pretty much impossible to lose more than a couple pounds of fat a week. So I'm not sure how celebratory I should be. I'm losing something but somehow I'm just not feeling like it's just fat or even just fat or water. It's left me perplexed and while I'm looking forward to the next week, it's just left me wondering what I'm losing.
As for how I'm feeling about the menu, it's boring but I'm really liking this even keel type feeling. I'm not having big cravings and mostly I'm feeling satisfied.
I totally know about changing my definition of cheating, the salad's I've been eating have had a bit of low fat cheddar on them.....a part of me was like 'No! you can't do that, it's cheating!' and the other part of me is scoffing and laughing about what cheating used to mean (ie. a pint of ben & jerry's new york fudge ice cream or maybe it was that bag of 12 pilsbury fudge caramel brownies that i'd eat on the way home from the store...you know...before the ice cream)
After reading what I just wrote about cheating, I can't help but hope that my days of that kind of cheating are over. I still like that food, its tasty but not satisfying. Medifast is satisfying but not very tasty.