Ok ladies, I am in desperate need of a butt kicking!!! I keep sabotaging myself left right and center!! I find that I do this alot more when I am stressed out about stupid issues with the foster monsters.
For example .. I have a young man who is 13 and insulin dependant. For the past three days his levels have been in the 30's upon his return from school. Now I know the school cant stop him for eatting stuff but **** they should at least monitor his injections. Tonight I had to take him directly to the hospital following school .. his levels were greater than 33!!! Just think of the long term affect this has on his body, He has already been told that if he continues to be out of control he will be blind by the time he is 16!! Anyways .. while he was lying in the hospital bed .. with his two IV's running ... now this is pretty spiteful but I needed to let him know ... I told him that the other foster kid and I were off to his favorite chinse buffet for dinner!! Now I am all for feeling sorry for the kid however, this is the third time in 3 weeks that we have been to the hospital .. This is something that can be controlled .. but he chooses not to
I could just ring his little neck!! So off we go to the buffett .. just how stupid was that
Look who is the one who lacks control .. ME!!! I should practice what I preach.
Well tomorrow is the beginning of a new day .. lets hope it holds a ray of sunshine .. and no damn temptations
Laura
Need a verbal Butt kicking!!!
