I want bother you all with my hectic life .. but to put it mildly, I am physically & emotionally drained!
At this point in time .. I have way too much stress .. I don't think I have ever felt THIS horrible

I have quite a few pets .. and two are very ill. My one 12 year old cat Tuppie, has fluid around her lungs, which if the vet is correct, will kill her

. They think she has FIP and I may possibly lose all 6 of my furry feline children

One of the hamsters is looking pretty ragged also so he will be off to the vets tomorrow too. My MIL is back in the hospital .. she has terminal lung & brain cancer. They have to restrain her now and has to wear a diaper

We live about five hours away from her and I know just not knowing on a daily basis what is going on is adding to my husbands wicked mood swings .. he doesnt show much emotions so its hard to figure him out sometimes. Top all of this off with the foster kids and more .. and you have one stressed out Goomba!! I hate waiting for the other shoe to drop .. and I know it is going to .. I just don't know who's foot it is going to fall off of

Ever feel like you would just like to be checked into a hospital just to get away from it all?? Pretty bad eh?? But if ya think about it .. lying around all day in bed .. no responsibilities .. someone waiting on you .. no meals to prepare and lots of visitors .. but the kicker would be that it is all free ( at least here in Canada it is)

I am pretty warped to be thinking this way .. but its kinda funny and humor is good isnt it?? Just think these few things are only the tip of the iceburg
Needless to say .. I am struggling to remain OP .. and hey if I fall off the wagon .. another one will be along any moment to pick me up again!!
Hope to post again tomorrow .. and keep your fingers crossed that the vet is wrong .. I am going to pray my little heart out!!!