Hello everyone!

Havent posted for a while, but have been reading and keeping up to date with everyone. Meg - hows the trainer training going?? I have been thinking about doing something like that - I have been bored in my job for so long now, I ordered some info on training courses and it came through at the weekend and it all looks very interesting and I will get round to reading it soon I hope

Would be fab though I think!! Hope it is going well! I was trying to become cabin crew, but didnt get through the second interview stage, which I was upset about at the time, but figure that everything happens for a reason and I will find a job I enjoy soon
Well done Anne, what an achievement!!!

I'm rubbish at running myself - but have just registered to do the swimathon 05 - thats 5,000 meters (200 lengths of a 25 meter pool) very scary

I did it about 6 years ago and it took me two and half hours, I was allot bigger then though, so i'm hoping i'll do it a bit quicker this time, but cant really tell

I normally swim for half an hour (front crawl quickly) and can do up to 50 lengths in that time, so I think it will probably take me a couple of hours still. Its on the 20th March, so I'd better get training me thinks!
My weight last week was 10,2 so that is the same as it was before xmas and new year, so I am very pleased with that!! I had a totally free day xmas eve and xmas day and then cut back a bit the next few days, and that must have worked pretty well. I am now up to 1500 calories a day and doing lots of exercise still, and it looks as though I am staying roughly the same. I hate seeing the scales go up, but I am trying to be more rational about it and keep trying to tell myself that my weigh will go up and down all the time! I have also been trying very hard to weigh all the time, and have moved the scales from bathoom, where I can easily jump on them all the time, to the cuboard where I have to make an effort to get them!

This means i've cut down the amount I weigh by quiet a bit!! My offical, once a week weigh in is on wednesday night at my gym, so i'll see how I am doing then (I think I might have lost a few more since xmas according the few times I have checked on my scales)
Trying not to get too obesses with it all - but want to feel in control of it as well. I couldnt possibly give up counting calories, planning meals and exercise as I will gain it back, but i dont want to have to weigh myself ten times a day to be happy

so just trying to find a balance I think.
Hope everyone else is well and thinks for reading this waffle
Luv Tash X