or "Food Morning" as I originally typed. Interesting slip
of the mind there.
I sat and ate last night while panicking
about my "lack of employment" situation. I also panicked about using up all of my meager retirement savings and having to start all over again at the age of 53.
I don't know if I have it in me
to do this all over again for the 4th time in my life. I have put body and soul into trying to achieve some tiny bit of security for myself and now it's all being drained away due to no fault of my own.
I think I should sit down with all of my bank stuff and do a realistic assessment of my financial situation, expenses, etc. to see how bad things really are and how long I can continue to meet my current expenses. At least then I know how long I can go on.
That would help a lot more than emptying
the sugar bowl making cinnamon toast.
Dagmar