I am 38 and have been over 170lbs for the last 20 years. in May 2002 I joined WW and lost 49.7lbs in about 12/16 weeks. I have lost and gained the same 10-20lbs ever since. I am the highest at 194 (Jan 06) today 188, since that time. In my WW books for the last 18 months I was between 170 and 186 for months and months. I will lose 10 then gain 12 lose 15 then gain 13 etc. etc. etc. I NEED HELP!!!!! I binge on SUGAR and eat when I get mad at myself even though I know that I shouldn't.
I joined a gym went for 3 weeks paying ever since stupid.... I want to go back I keep making excuses not to go. writing this is making me shake my head..I think how stupid are you. Just do it. I need to change my thinking and just do it.
One problem is that people think I very pretty and I know that I am not ugly but I am overweight and only see that. I have worked in interior design and love fashion. Even at my highest weight people always told me how good I looked. I am a size 11-13 my biggest was size 20. I want to get fit and to look and feel good no matter what size or weight I am.
Today I did great staying on points (WW) and I want to start to journal my food again I think this will help me WHew.... thank you to all who took the time to read and I am hoping to get some replies for buddies and I look forward to losing and talking Tammy
