Hi Trina,
Like you, I am finding myself back on the weight scale

, something I dreadfully avoid when I fall the wagon. And I have to admit I have fallen off a few times. In fact, I joined 3fatchicks website 4 years ago almost exactly today! I have had my ups and downs, and am sick and tired of I look and feel. Instead of looking at all the times I didn't quite stick with it as failures, I am going to look at them as lessons learned--and move on.
There is not a day that has gone by that I didn't think about making myself committed to being healthy each and every day. It hasn't been easy--and quite often is just difficult to stay motivated. But recently, I looked at the scale and realized that I am inching closer to 300 pounds (at 255 and only 5'4"). I just can't believe it! I have been in denial long enough! Not to mention I have two beautiful daugthers, and I am giving them some of my poor eating habits. I have to do this not only for myself, but also to be an example to them. I KNOW that I can be one of those success stories that I always read about. I have it in me to succeed...and the first part of anything is believing that you can. I know that is true. I am generally an optimistic person, but the "weight issue" is by far the hardest battle in my life. I deal with food emotionally, and realize that has to change. I have started to incorporate some strategies that are starting to help--I like to think of the healthy changes as my arsenal to fight the battle of the bulge!
How are you doing? Do you have a plan? I think having a plan is one big piece of the puzzle--and also having support. One step at a time!