Hi there skinnydreams!
I read your post and just wanted to say that I think it took a lot of courage for you to write what you did. No need to feel embarrassed, though! Feel proud! You have taken a big step toward losing weight!
I wanted to give you a link to a website that is very encouraging.
It is : darleneelizabeth(.)com
This woman lost over 200 pounds by doing Weight Watchers and she shares her story on this website along with pictures that chronicle her journey.
I hope it inspires you!
cin_bear67