Corazon,
Hi, I'm Stefanie. I too tend to compare myself to others.... and I know I shouldn't. I have an older sister who is soooo thin... and, she wasn't always that way. She struggled with her weight a lot in the past. Well, she's so skinny now (BTW it kmakes her look older than her 50 years)...and she has just about stopped eating it seems like. And she will be proud to tell you how she 'only ate one cup of frosted flakes today' --- Aarrgghh!!! It used to gripe my butt every time I heard some &*@$ like that.
But, through certain events over the last year, I have learned that even though I'm heavier than she, first, I'm healthier, and second, I truly believe I'm much happier on the inside than she is, or might ever be...... something I've learned, too, in the last few years, is that I'm comparing my insides to other people's outsides a lot.... and that will always fool me.
Even though someone may look thin & beautiful, happy... they may just well be plain old miserable on the inside. So, take the advice of the others here, because it's mine too...
Just focus on yourself, your changes you want to make.... and you will find that you have less time to compare, you'll be so busy planning menus, and chatting here.... etc!
Plus, don't forget this: You are aware that you eat for emotional reasons.... I do too, as I would imagine most of us do... Well, that awareness is the first step to changing .... As a matter of fact, if you are aware of something, you are already on your way to changing it. Once I accepted the fact that I was overweight & liked to overeat, really accepted it, i was able to start doing something different...
Sorry this is so long, but I'm glad you found us, keep coming back! It's the greatest! And, if you would like an email friend, I'd be happy to write... Just send me a PM & I'll give you my email......
Hugs to you,
Stefanie
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