I've always been a large girl but several years of a borderline hermit lifestyle while combating illness and depression has really pushed it to the brink. I guess I just kind of gave up because I never really felt worth the effort? There are definitely a lot of emotional issues that have gone hand in hand with my weight issues and I recently started seeing a counselor to improve my outlook on life/view of myself. I've cut out soda and fast food, made a drastic cut to breads, pastas, and junk food, and I'm trying to get out and moving around more(easier said than done with my weirdo hermit mindset). It can be hard, especially when I spend Friday through Sunday out of town/at work. Keeping on my diet on weekends is hard and requires a lot of advanced prep. Even when I bring the right foods, the temptation is there. It would be sooooo easy to swing by a Taco Bell between shifts. Too easy! Fortunately, I have a goal to keep me focused! In October I'm traveling to the UK to visit family send I really want to drop as much of this 525 that I'm starting with before the day of that fight comes!
Anyway, I feel like that's a lot of baggage to drop in a single introduction but it's what I've got. I'm hoping to find a support system online where I'm sorely lacking in person. Thanks for reading!


