First time here - I've been watching the weight come back on...
A couple of years ago I lost 68lbs. I had 30 more to lose but lots of not-so-great things happened and, instead of losing that 30 lbs, in the past year I have probably gained 30 back (I don't want to step on the scale and see for sure because that will make me more depressed and eat even more). Most of what I have gained back is in the last three months.
I can barely do up my pants and they HURT.
I just can't seem to control my eating. I'm successful for a few hours or, at the most, a day or two and then BAM I am bingeing on junk food again. My pants are tight and I can't wear most of the clothes in my closet. I feel terrible about myself and yet I still can't stop. It's a minute by minute struggle.
I've joined this forum because I need to check in with people on a regular basis, I need a place to go and not be so alone in this battle. I know I'm not the only one going through this so maybe, just maybe, if I get a little support I'll be able to five a little support back and we'll all get where we need to be?
Keight
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It might seem difficult now, but just make an effort to try your best and take it one day at a time. If you have any questions, we're all here for you!
