| rmeachum |
01-14-2014 11:20 AM |
Starting my "me" journey today
Hi all,
Today I'm starting my "me" journey. For my New Years resolution, I'm all about doing something for me this year. I am a stay at home momma for 2 boys. They keep me on my toes but it doesn't leave much time for me to focus on me.
I started about 3 years ago after my doc told me that I needed to lose weight. I have PCOS, so since high school, my weight keeps going up each year. I am now at 255lbs. My doc recommended that I have surgery, but I didn't want to go that route. I wanted to prove to him that I could do it on my own. Easier said than done. So I went to my local hospital and enrolled in one of their aggressive programs. I lost 40lbs in about 5 months. It worked great but it is very time consuming and expensive to keep up. After losing all that weight, I became pregnant again and due to health concerns for the baby I had to stop exercising. At the beginning of last year I decided it was time to do something about my weight and again went aggressive and ordered the Insanity program. For a heavy girl, I think I did pretty good for the first month but didn't see any results. (disappointing) I ended up getting a herniated disc in my lower back that took me out of commission for a month to heal. After that I'm scared to try anything else or to get back into the Insanity. I have lowered my calories and still gain weight. I'm scared to start something and not finish it, but I'm so tired of making excuses. Any advice?
I have been looking for a site like this for a while now. I'm so glad to see there are other people, especially women, out there that are just like me. Here's to a new year! I'm praying that 2014 is my year to finally pull my head out of my butt and do something for myself.
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