Hello friends,
I've used this site before under a different username, but I wanted to get a fresh start so here I am. 27/f from Berkeley, CA. Very overweight (388 lbs) and 5'9". I've been struggling with my weight my whole life and have bulimia to boot. It is hard for me to tell the difference between self-discipline that is coming from a loving place and abuse that comes from self hatred. I have been off yo-yo dieting on extreme diets and then having binges. So with the new year here I'm trying to take care of myself and eat sensibly with the goal of losing 10 pounds per month and loving myself no matter what. Thanks for the support that I know I will receive from you all.