Hi!
I'm Sarah.
Me in a nutshell.
I am 25. (sometimes I forget that I'n not 24 anymore)
Two toddlers rule my roost.
They are my world, my motivation, and my alarm clocks in footie PJs!
They are 2 and 3 years old.
I love to read to them every day, and teach them about science!
I am one of those smart-fat girls who compensated for my not being thin by reading more than any child should.
I read ridiculous things like Shakespeare in the 3rd Grade.
I weighed over 150 pounds in the 4th grade.
I remember being weighed in front of my class like it was yesterday.
Needless to say, I didn't have many friends.
The reading paid off though.
I am a several time scholarship and academic achievement award recipient.
Even so, I struggle daily with being highly self critical, because of my weight.
I have very often hated myself.
I have very often loved wine.
And food.
And anything that would distract me from my self loathing.
I FEEL for people that are hurting, that are lonely, that feel unloved.
I wish I had time to be every broken persons best friend.
Growing up fat made me a highly sensitive, caring, compassionate person.
I am thankful for that.
More often that not, my house is a mess!
My shortage of time has led to a shortage of close friends.
Most of the time, it's just me and my kids, or me and a text book!
My dad told me no man would ever love me (too fat)
My dad was wrong.
I found true love.
I love HORSES.
I have not ridden one since I decided I was too fat to do so, in HS.
One of my goals is to own my own horse again.
I'm done allowing my weight to influence my actions.
This is my life, I am free to DANCE, to RUN, to LOVE, to LIVE it to the fullest.
Other peoples opinions of my weight are none of my business.
But my HEALTH is my business and my priority.
I'd love to get to know you and help encourage you on your path...
Whatever path that may be.
Tell me about yourself!