I am afraid of this life style change but in the last two years I quit smoking cold turkey and have given birth for the last time to my twins. I need to get in the ball, no more excuses. I have overcome much in my life. Parental abandonment, a failed adoption, (i was the adoptee) physical child abuse, sexual abuse, domestic violence as an adult. The death of my brother as a teen and then of my best friend as an adult. A cheating spouse. After all that I'm still standing. Time to learn self control and to care for me. I can control my weight better then I could control all the rest of that so here I am lets get this party started!



MS Mamato5nunns 
I am a student microbiologist, so you KNOW I love me some yogurt-making! (nerd alert, lol)