DtermNd at all costs
Hey everyone!
Losing weight is my goal. Just 2 years ago I was 45lbs lighter, but after moving to the south, the weight just packed on.
I never knew how small I was until I got this fat. No one ever complimented me on how small I was until I got this fat. Even family members who are 20-60lbs more heavy than I am are calling me fat.
So, now I'm 216.5lbs and everyone is shaking their heads and I really never felt so horrible about myself until now.
At first I thought everyone was just over thinking their weight--because I never judged people about their size. I just thought different people are different shapes and sizes. Until I've gained this weight, now I can see how miserable it can be to be this fat. Especially when everyone close to you reminds you how fat you've gotten.
I've never been much of a shopper, but I really hate it now. So, I'm not buying any clothes. And, I just feel really out-of-it. I'm 24 years old.
But, I am determined to lose this weight and not let everyone else control my self-esteem.
Y'all, I need your support as I embarck on this 50lb journey. My real target it 140lb. But, I will aim for 166lb.
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DtermNd2looz
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