Hey everyone i am new to the forum but i wanted to introduce myself. People cally me cookie or you can call me kuk for short. I am 33 and the mother of a fantastic 13 year old girl I am trying to raise to not have the same eating dysfunctions i have! I am a large woman but i am a happy one. I am a cook which makes my life insane because it is dominated by FOOD!! I am striving to take all the recipes I have or have created and turn them into healthy one. I am 300+ and i find it very hard to drop weight and have suffered from eating disorders in the past. It just seems like something I cant do but I am going to do my best! I am a bit scared I won't be able to turn it around. I would love any advice anyone can give and I can't wait to meet and support new people!