Hi,
I am Tamanna.I am 27 and currently weigh at 170 lbs.
As far as i remember i have always been overweight.
And when i was small, i had been ignoring the fact that there was a problem coming.Inspite of being fat, i had always been active in sports and other activities.Never realized my weight was a problem.
Although i have had people making fun of me, ignoring my qualities at times just because i am fat.I have had like a million reasons to motivate myself to lose weight.But it just doesn't happen.
Its not that i haven't tried, its just that i have never given in my 150 %.The biggest problem is, when i see its not working , i give up.It takes a **** lota time for me to make up my mind again and get back to it in full swing.
May be last year i realized my weight was 170 lbs.And i was like, 'When did that happen'????... I did join a gym and lost 15 lbs in 2 months. And i was very happy

. I thought , its finally working. But then the gym closed.. and guess what so did my efforts.
It took me 1 more year to get back to the gym.Now i have been gyming for almost 4 months.I have had my peaks and lows. I must have actually gone just 60 days out of the 4 months i have joined the gym.This time it just didnt work.I lost like a few pounds here and there. But the effects were negligible.
Again dissapointed, i skipped any workouts for almost 20 days.
And now, i am back. Coz i have had it enough. Its for the last time , i have to put in all my efforts.
I am so angry at myself, because i know i can do it.. bu ti just don't!
My target is 121 lbs. And i need all the motivation i can get to NOT QUIT this time.