I want myself back!
 

The title says it all. I want myself back..not just my old weight, but also my old energy level, motivation, excitement, etc. I'm a mom to 4 who has finally decided to stop "talking" about wanting to lose weight and finally just take the actions to make it happen.

I spent the first 28 years of my life as a size 1 - 5, but have been inching my way up each year since then. I'm almost 35 yrs old and am now a size 16. I've been publicly mocked several times for my weight and feel that I am no longer treated with the same level of respect whether by strangers or even my own family members at times.

My goal is to keep my calories @ 1200 per day and to incorporate as much exercise as I can force myself to do. I walked/ran 1.5 miles today up & down a hilly area and did some hiking over the weekend for an hour. I have 50 lbs to lose, but not a specific time frame in mind. I just want to get back into shape and to become a more active participant in life again. I thought that might happen if I could just cut down on the calories and push myself to exercise during the weekdays.

I can't wait to get to know you all! :)

Hi RandomMama,

I'm new also and want to wish you well on your "getting myself back" journey! :)

What you wrote is true~ heavier folks are sometimes treated with less respect, sadly. :(

Anyhoo, good luck!

Thank you Celery. I'm confident that we can do this!

It's true about the respect issue though. I've had my feelings hurt twice this year by random strangers and I just can't get over how cruel people can be with their mocking comments or how easy it is for someone to look down on another individual for a few extra pounds. I took so much for granted when I was younger and can't stand this nonsense now.

RandomMama,

I am also new to the forum, but I applaud your attitude. You are working hard already towards your goals, with exercise and diet. If you ever need a little moral support or a shoulder to cry on...dont hesitate to give me a yell....There are so many wonderful people here, you will have plenty of support when you need it and plenty of great advice :) Hugs

I am new here also and feel your pain of weight gain. Good luck!