Hi Holly!
sounds like you are where I am. I 'kind of' tried diets here and there, then suddenly, it just hit me and I have all the motivation in the world.
you're on the right track as long as you realize this is a lifestyle for us, since we have so much to lose. I'm needing to lose 50ish
It's hard to eat right, I understand that. But, your head is in the right place and you deserve to be happy and healthy!
congrats for getting to a place where you are determined enough to lose the weight!