Hi everyone!
Well I am back... I started here a little while ago; like 2 years ago. But I failed miserably, not only did I not lose any more than 2 pounds but as of today I am up 18 pounds

I somehow seem to gain about 10 pounds every year and I just don't know where it will stop. I fail at everything. Part of me thinks I have to come to terms with forever being obese and just work on being happy instead of even trying to lose anything and then get depressed when it never works.
I started up my exercising again.. I guess that's where it starts.