Well I am back... I started here a little while ago; like 2 years ago. But I failed miserably, not only did I not lose any more than 2 pounds but as of today I am up 18 pounds
I somehow seem to gain about 10 pounds every year and I just don't know where it will stop. I fail at everything. Part of me thinks I have to come to terms with forever being obese and just work on being happy instead of even trying to lose anything and then get depressed when it never works.I started up my exercising again.. I guess that's where it starts.

just keep on trying - one step at a time - and all those other famous cliches...