Hello Everyone,

I am so sad and so disgusted with myself, it's hard to describe it in words. I have just let myself GO. Literally, I have been eating everything in sight and I have done absolutely no exercise for the past 3 years or so. I'm 36 years old, but I look 46. I need help. I am going to stop the madness, and get myself back. I feel so lost in this huge body. I've never been thin, but I had never been this fat before.

Thank you for listening and understanding. I will weigh myself tomorrow morning even though I know it will be painful.

PrettyMom09

Well, I did it. I had the courage to weigh myself this morning. It was 217.5. That means that I have over 100 pounds to lose. My goal weight is 115 pounds. This will be a long journey, but I know I can do it!

You can do this! Once you get going you will find it to be a fun and exciting journey! You go girl! You are worth it!

Yes you can do it! Woohoo!

Sorry.. got a little carried away.

You CAN and WILL do this!!!

We are all here for you, go look around this site, you'll get motivated. Congrats on having the courage, it'll be a journey, but a journey to self discovery, self-love, and to a new happy full-life for you!!! Be proud that your doing this for yourself, your not alone! <3

if i can do this so can you

I love this site! Thank you so much for the encouragement. Let's keep each other motivated!!!!