Hi everybody! I am really happy to be posting on 3FC. A year ago today (1/08/09) I restarted my efforts to lose weight and get healthy. I was on the brink of turning 40 I decided I really wanted to finally lose the weight. I started following 3FC shortly after, and I can't tell you what a great source of information and inspiration this website has been for me! I only regret not joining in and posting sooner. This is going to sound crazy, but after so many weight loss failures I was just too scared and maybe even embarassed to discuss my new journey with anyone. I thought for sure that the minute I mentioned I was trying to lose weight I would somehow jinx myself and it would all fall apart. Silly, I know, but the fear just lingered in my mind. So over the past year I lurked, learned, and I managed to lose 45 pounds. I've gone from 182 to 137. I still have a little bit more I would like to lose, and I know now that I can do it. And I also know now that what I really need is a place to find support and continued inspiration, and I can't think of a better place than here! I really look forward to jumping in and becoming part of the community here!