Good morning,
I am a 33 year old wife and mother of twins. I work part-time on week-ends and am finishing up my school to compete my MA in Education.
I am also a lifelong dieter with a specialization in yo-yo dieting, yo-yo exercising, emotional eating and honnors in losing it all to gain it back.
Yesterday,as I was talking with my aunt on the phone it occured to me that i will be 35 soon...And at 35 I always imagined me being finally thin and free from the scale.
My life long weight obsession started very early as I come from generations of women with eating disorders, grew up in a volatile alcoholic home and was told by my mother and father I was fat...even if I wasnt as a child!
In my teens, battled boulimia, laxatives abuse and exercise obsession in the hopes of looking like Cindy Crawford and please my abusive BF at the the time...
Alot has happened since then and I invested much time and tears to my recovery.
I was able to maintain a healthy weight for a couple of years and then I got pregant witn the twins and gained 90 pounds.
I was able to lose 70 pounds real fast but the extra 20 feels like so much more as I now am lucky enough to have the twin "jelly belly" and my body just isnt the same...
So I want to lose 50 pounds but most of all want to be FREE of the scale and the negative image of myself!!
Lokking forward to this journey
Me