Well done for taking a step in the right direction and joining us here!
You can definitely succeed as long as you keep trying, and please don't feel embarassed or sad at your weight gain! At least you are taking steps to get to where you want to be, you can feel good about that
We are happy to have you! This site has saved me and helped me to keep up with the journey this time. You can do it! Just take it in 10 pound increments! 
on quitting smoking!!