wow! congrats on the weight loss. I'm trying to get refocused too, it's been a struggle the last couple months but I think my minds getting back into the right place again. I've learned I have to journal all my calories in & out and get that exercise in for the scale to move at all for me. It's big revelation: diet + exercise = weight loss! lol! But just wanted to say that it looks like you've done sooo well already, I'm sure you'll be able to refocus and lose that last 35!