Ok, Let me be the first to give you a boot in the butt to get you going?
Hope that helps...
But on a more serious note I hope you find the support you are looking for here. It is a great community and I feel so fortunate to have found it. Even thought they dont always know it, they do help to keep me on track. I have learned of some really healthy great foods just from reading around the site, and how to count calories and record them. When I first started to lose weight (this time) I was looking at needing to lose 90 pounds and I was so overwhelmed I just thought I had better give up before starting but then something directed me to this site and I looked around. My 90 pounds was not even a drop in the bucket compared to what so many of these people were facing. I saw that many here needed to lose 100, 200 and even 300+ pounds and I thought to myself that my main problem is my laziness and if these people could get up and lose their weight then I needed to stop my feeling sorry for myself and making excuses and get off my butt and do it, so here I am. I'm sorry this was so long. I just know that sometimes just trying to get started can be very discouraging so I just wanted to say look around the site and read the goal stories and check out the pics. very inspirational..Good luck, I know you can do it.