Trying it the right way this time
Just to keep my mind on track I have decided to join a community. So hello, I am Millah I am 16, 5’10 and around 210. Frankly this upsets me. I find myself not even looking in the mirror anymore because I don’t like what is looking back at me.
I could do what I did about two years back and simply not eat; I literally lived off of green tea till I got deathly sick. But you see, I don’t want to be that person either so I am trying a more healthy way to go about it.
But I’m not seeing any results in fact it seems like I am gaining weight. This of course frustrates me because I know what I COULD do to lose the weight.
But alas if my girlfriend finds that I am not eating I sincerely fear the consequences.
So she (who is a freaking twig) and I are both keeping daily Food Journals, Working Out and I am cutting my calorie intake. Apparently my intake still a little to low, but it is “acceptable”.
My current goal is 130- 140 again, I liked myself when I weighed that much. I was confident and happy. I just want that again. 70 pounds lighter, let’s see if I can pull this off the healthy way (to the most part)
Last edited by Expreso; 10-16-2008 at 05:17 AM.
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