Well here I am again!!! Ugh I didnt want to fall off last time I felt so like that was it I was done being this way and I had made my mind up! This site really helped me a lot. I love getting on here and reading what other ppl had done and how well they are doing. Also how hard it is for other ppl to change and stop doing this to ur self not just me. Really I didnt start doing bad untill i didnt have the time to get on this site anymore then it all went down hill from there. Now I have lost 6 months that I could of used losing pounds before my wedding.
Such a shame. I really want to be the best bride I can. I know I wont look like I came off a tv wedding and Im ok with that but I know I can look and feel so much better then I do now. And I really want to be the best mom I can. And thats just not happing when Im to worried about how fat I am and what ppl are thinking when they see me. Its sad when you dont want to go to the park with ur kids cuz u dont want ppl to see u. Well this time im going to do all I can to keep coming here. Cuz I just can take it anymore!