Maybe this time...
Hi there -
I'm hoping this is the kind of place where I can get some good support. I am about to embark on a weight loss program again - but this time I want it to be different. I am a beautiful 33-year-old woman who's about 80 - 100lbs over my ideal weight (need to weigh myself later today).
I grew up a fat girl then lost 80 pounds and kept it off for about 7 years. Then I went through kind of a traumatic experience and my weight slowly crept up. Now here I am, nearly 10 years on from that traumatic experience, at about 270 - 280 pounds.
I am so tired of being overlooked because of my size. I am so tired of not feeling attractive. I'm so tired of not being able to shop in 'regular people' stores - or not being able to find anything in my size while I am there! I want to be pretty and proud of my body again. I want to feel confident about the way I look again. I want to feel healthy and not worry that I'm going to have a heart attack or get diabetes, like my father.
Anyway I am looking for a place I can get some support from likeminded people. Last year I started this journey, lost about 25 lbs and then stopped. I am tired of not making it all the way. This time I want to make it all the way!!!
I will turn 34 in about a month. I would love it if when my 35th birthday rolled around I was in the best shape of my life.
So, hi.
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