Hi Fannie!
I was much heavier than you several years ago and know how it is to WANT to lose but to see the goal so far ahead in the distance! My best advice is to choose small goals, meet them and then make newer small goals. Before you know it you will be where you want to be.
I'd recommend FITDAY. Since I got going on this free site, I have gotten off the plateau that I was on for a very long time. Here's the web address:
www.Fitday.com
Cheryl