Hello everyone!
Hope you are all still with us.
Steffy - I haven't done a meeting with a personal trainer at the gym for that very reason! I hate those hard sell routines. Luckily, I have an easy out, NO MONEY!!
So I had a terrible day, seems to be the theme of the week for me. I didn't even attempt to control my eating, and well I know I went way over board. Why do I do that? It seems I have all the strength of a wet noodle when it comes to food. I just have to keep trying; because I think this time I might actually be doing something right. Pay attention to portions. Keep an eye on the overall and journal!! I just have to keep at it. (That’s my mantra today, just keep trying, just keep trying..)
So I didn't make it to kickboxing tonight. My sister was in town with my niece and we went shopping. Frankly, I wasn't looking forward to class with the new instructor; I do have to go on Friday. Does it ever feel like the world is totally against you in the weight loss thing? I mean I finally get determined to get back into exercise and now this new instructor.
***Warning Rambling Rant to Follow, Read at your Own Risk*****
I have to admit something, it may just be in my head but it kind of irritated me at the time. Obviously, a heavier woman in kickboxing is well, not as coordinated and some of the other people in the class, but, I did take karate for over a year, I have a purple belt (which is about intermediate on the belt scale), granted it was several years and about 100lbs ago but I know the moves pretty well, and my form may not be perfect every time but I do know what I am doing. This new instructor kept coming over to me, to show me how to do things, "the right way". I mean I watch others in class and let me tell you some of them have way worse form than I do! I'm not sure if she thought I was new or she just figured the fat chick needed some help, but it really started to piss me off.
Ok I'm finished ranting, I just needed to get that off my chest. I feel better now.
Anyway, sorry for the long-winded post, I guess this is just not my week.
Tomorrow will be better right????
Have a good night everyone!
LadyHLG