Hello dear chicks,
Well it has been almost a year since my very first post. As I look back at 2007 in reflection, I have mixed feelings. I initially made some very good progress - losing 42 pounds within 4 months. But then I hit a few stumbling blocks (don't we all?) and fell back in to bad habits. In short, I regained 30 lbs.
I had two surgeries last year, which, while not major, prevented me from exercising - a key component of my weightloss program. While my stitches healed, my doctors told me that I could not do my walking or other aerobics exercises because it would interfere with the healing and might pull the stitches. Between the two surgeries, I was unable to do my workouts for three months.
Work continued to keep me extremely busy throughout 2007, making it hard to plan meals and fit in exercise regularly. You know the excuses -- it's such a cliche. However, I take full responsibility and accept all the blame. It is no one's fault but my own. I chose not to follow my program after my body had healed, and I did not try to find other exercises to do in the meantime. I did not follow my food program. And the pounds came back on one by one. As I faced Christmas and New Years having gained back nearly 20 of those pounds, I basically gave up.
After a difficult year, and regaining nearly 30 lbs
I am trying ONCE MORE to get back on the wagon. Today the scale read 304 lbs and I cried to see the number that high - an old familiar. I take a small comfort in knowing that I did not put back ALL the weight I lost in 2007. And, I am committed to losing it -- and more -- this year. I am setting up a regular exercise plan again, and I am trying to eat better as I used to. I'm also keeping healthy snacks within an arm's reach at work -- a place not conducive to healthy habits.
It is an arduous journey, but it must be done. All I can do is try. Wish me better luck in 2008.