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Originally Posted by Kawaii1002
So, even though I stuck to plan, religiously even, I had a .4lb GAIN this week. I didn't do anything different at all, but it is that TOM.. first TOM was the week after I started, and my body was still getting used to the diet. I lost 7lbs that week.. I wasn't expecting this, and even though my coach showed me the numbers, (I'm retaining 4.9lbs of water), I'm feeling like a failure. It's as if there's a giant sign hanging over my head pointing down saying "FATTIE, you gained.." I know that I'm being super hard on myself, but I don't really have the money to have a gain week.. at $90+ a week, and the fact that I've got so much weight to lose, I'm gonna be on this program for over a year and a half.. add that up.. yeah... don't have time for this.. My coach did say that this is why women usually have less weight loss than men. Once a month they retain fluid and that lowers their averages (why men lose an avg of 5-7lbs a month and women are only 3-4lbs a month).. darn mother nature!
Just ranting.. sorry I'm really feeling discouraged. I'm glad everyone else is having decent WI's though!
Aghhh, Kawaii, that really stinks! I can only imagine how you feel. Just know that you are doing the right thing and it will most likely show up next week! I know it's easier said than done as it seems most of us take out the bloody club and beat ourselves with it.
I know what you mean about the cost. I asked my coach a couple weeks ago about substituting for less expensive supplements. She ok'd me on that. But when I asked to sub the restrictive bars for the Quest bars, she said no go. She said when I get to maintenance it would be ok. I knew the cost when I signed up, I made the commitment and I don't want to quit but it is quite costly. I don't want to quit before I phase off because I know from reading that if I don't learn what my body can take, I will re-gain it back. I want to learn what my body can handle and the only way is to see it through to the end. I have to accept that this is what it costs for ME at this moment. It sucks, but I want it so I'll do it. *waving the white flag*