| janedocmom |
03-26-2011 12:03 PM |
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Originally Posted by iowahawkeyemom
(Post 3776000)
I can't understand why I do the things I do. Was strict on protocol since Monday and for some crazy reason, last night I decided to "sample" a girl scout cookie. They were even out in the garage in the freezer! Of course one lead to two and then watch out. I think I inhaled 5 cookies total! My eating was so fast it was just like inhaling! Well, kicked myself in the butt as soon as I wiped the crumbs off of my face and told myself to let it go and get back with the program. I was doing so well and the scale was down almost 5 pounds since Monday. I've got to keep drinking my flavored teas to statisfy my sweet tooth.
Everyone have a great weekend!
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Oh, Iowahawkeyemom, I do feel your pain. Even though I am on maintenance now, I am doing similar things, i.e., binge, Phase I, binge, Phase I, etc like a seesaw. You have done so well up to now. You need to remember that when you are tempted with the "first" bite :dracula:, RESIST! I tend to be an all or nothing person, too, but I am trying to change. From experience, the first bite is the killer :boxing:. When I am tempted with the first bite, my mind goes into a food fog and all rational thinking ceases from that point forward. Some people can modulate themselves, but it seems as though you and I can't. I marvel at darbs who can go off and on and continue her weight loss journey with the same zeal and commitment as before. I know that I am having difficulty embracing that this is a journey like she said and, unfortunately, think of it as a race. I am trying to change.
As a suggestion, from one who has been there and a fellow "all or nothing person", you have to stay the straight and narrow until goal. If not, you will be in and out of ketosis like a swinging door and then you may not have the commitment to keep on going. You are doing fantastic :cheer: and you can get to goal, but you have to remind yourself that you can't succumb to the carbs :devil: because it is a slippery slope that makes it so difficult to stop :woops:.
Hope I am not overstepping my bounds :soap:and projecting my issues on to you, but those carbs can make you a crazy person :dizzy: and kick you out of ketosis if you let them!
Good luck!
:hug:
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