I am here...I am here. Had to stay away from the internet for a few days...cuz I want to get on and check or research something ALL day long. . I was trying to set a timer to only stay on a halfhour....but that didn't work....so now I turn it off completely.
Wow...I loved all the balloons and all. Yeah, my birthday isn't until Monday....but I have been pretending it was my birthday all night long (cuz I got a free dessert at the Mexican restaurant our Red Hat group went to)....and YES...I ate it (bread pudding...my comfort food....altho I just couldn't eat in at one sitting....had to break it up in 3's -- but I got thru it...and it feels like a rock in my stomach.
Red Hat function.....The Red Hat Society was started a few years back...it is basically a bunch of old ladies dressing up in red hats and purple dresses (there is that poem....When I am old, I shall wear purple with a red hat that doesn't go......" or something like that. It is an international society. I started our small group 4-1/2 years ago when I moved back to Michigan....we are from a very SMALL town (9 in my graduating class!!)...so I just called up old schoolchums and my mom's friends and got the word out. We have about 25 members. I was queen of the group (yeah, tiara and all)...but once Eddie went to Iraq, I found I just couldn't focus on all the planning and the "nitpicking." So I resigned....I only go once in awhile now....But I was in a good mood tonight...The way I look at it...I am gonna be 63...so God gave me another year. My hubby died at 59....he didn't even get to see 60! The last 2 years I cried a lot on my birthday cuz Eddie always tried to make it special. This year....I am just glad to be alive (must be all that therapy, huh??).
I am overwhelmed with all I have to do here before I leave again for 3 weeks...I am finding it very hard to focus and am all over the place. Gonna lock myself in the house AGAIN for the next 3 days...I only got 1 tshirt and 1
pr of capris done last weekend (too slow of a sewer). BUT -- Yesterday -- I did find a bathing suit!! And a bra!! It took me 5 hours of trying things on...I got the suit at Kohls (never knew they carried suits). Hard thing was....I am a 10-12 on the bottom....and still a 16 on the top (why can't my boobs go down to my butt??!). So I had to keep going from the Misses department to the Womens Plus department...back again...trying to find TWO pieces that kinda matched! Still that is a big load off my shoulders.
I got roped into driving to the function tonight....Yesterday was the first time I have driven my car for more than 10 minutes....and I thought I knew where all the bells and whistles were. I don't drive well at night since my cataract surgery 4 years ago. Anyways....I found out there are LOTS of things I still need to learn (like...where are the highbeams?) How do I answer my bluetooth off the steering wheel (I kept cutting people off on the phone? Stupid car locks all the doors everytime I put it in drive....so everyone riding with me was constantly locked in!! I was pretty stressed once I got home. Oh and get this....I found out my car can parallel park by itself!! (Yeah, right...like I would trust a car to do that!!), Well...if it can parallel park...why can't it just drive me? I ended up passing up the restaurant -- so I didn't think the car was so smart after all. (Plus I told the girls that I didn't want a car that was smarter than me....lol!!)
OK ...it is 1:45am....I really gotta go to bed. The bread pudding feels like a rock. Yesterday...I broke down and stopped and got breaded perch and mashed potatoes "for my birthday." How come it didn't taste as good as I imagined it would? (it is one of my favorite meals at this restaurant). Probably cuz I knew I shouldn't be eating breaded perch...mashed potatoes...bread. So between these 2 days.....I really goofed up my plan.
I did make pudding with the added whey powder early in the diet. It tasted yucky to me!! I followed the recipe that Ogdog had put up on the recipe section. We gotta find another answer for me.....I like the idea of a BIG pudding at night!!
I miss you all....but trying to keep my nose to the grindstone.